A girl who decided to promise her life to Death
In twenty-four hours she’ll take her final breath
She needs someone to show her the light
To free her and hold her tight
She stares in the dark, swimming in red
If you don’t go now, she’ll soon be dead
She’s crying softly, here comes the rain
Death is knocking, she’s gonna go insane
Come to her and she might let you in
If you don’t, then Death will win!
*for World Suicide Awareness Day*
After what you’ve been through
You now know dreams don’t come true
There isn’t honesty or trust
Love was replaced by lust
Families broken because of what someone said
They can’t forgive or even forgot instead
Mother has always to be right
Father tries to break the fight
The youngest have to make noise
The eldest have to make the choice
Then there is you whose have been told to shut her mouth
To keep quiet because everyone has had enough
You’re always put to the test
The one who is put second-best
So you ran and ran and then tripped
A piece of your heart was ripped
Until he put it back together
The boy who told you forever
He said love is all you needed
You beg him to stay you pleaded
He left everyone else before
You’re here again slammed in the face by a door
They don’t know that you would never stop crying
Praying to God to say you just want to be dying
To never have to wake up and see anyone
Finally wake up somewhere fun
But even if it’s the end and all is well
You have always known that you belong in hell.
If I disappeared ,would they notice?
If I swore ,would they promise?
If I’m invisible ,would they assume?
Just carry on talking like I’m not in the room
Sometimes I turn the water high
So I won’t hear them and they won’t hear me cry
I pour the hot water every time in the bath
I tried to take the pain away, but it’s not enough
I cry hoping the tears will run out
But it never does, I never shout
All there is to do is use the knife
What’s the purpose in this life?
If I haven’t found my purpose by now I might as well take my final bow.
Who would care If i was to die?
Who would give a damn to find out why?
Who would cry by my deathbed?
Who would pray to God instead?
Who would give blood to make me alive?
Who would wish I survived?
Who would find out what killed me in the end?
Who would fight those who wants to defend?
Doctors say that my heart suddenly stopped beating
I died whilst I was sleeping
No one cared or bothered to check my heart
No one wondered if it could restart
If they looked at it closely, they would have no doubt
I didn’t die from the poison within but the love without.