Pig for Slaughter

You didn’t get your way with one
Now, you are trying with the other
You want it to be your decision
You are turning into your father
Just like him, you want to be in control
Laying down rule after rule after rule
You didn’t make me go down your path
You cannot make me into a fool
One mistake and it’s like the world ended
You just turned your face away from me
It suddenly became silent, no more noise
I guess this is the feeling of reality
No matter how you try and say
It’s not all about you
You has your dreams and you lost it
But I will still pursue
I’ll take you out of my mind
I’ll wipe you from my brain
You may be winning now
But I will make it through the pain
I am strong, I will not fail
I am my own mind, I will prevail
All you made me feel is like a pig for slaughter
Sometimes I wonder when you’ll treat me like your daughter

Truth About Love

Through thick and thin, you were there for me
Today, Tomorrow, Forever, Eternity
The love you give is here to stay
The feelings we have won’t go away
The happiness and delight will always be here
Because you are at my side so near
The love we possess inside is true
Not once did I stop loving you
Then all of a sudden, it went wrong
You changed my world, I didn’t belong
You turned your face away from me
You didn’t look back, just left and flee
Now everything is different between us two
The love, light, life, went and flew
Everything feels lost, it is all gone
The emotions and connections are done
But I still have some things I want to say
So please listen, please don’t go away
Everything that has happened is so insane
Now, because of you, I’m afraid to love again
The promises and commitments weren’t real
You lied, took my heart to lock away and seal
Now, I feel like a victim of a crime
The pain hurts so much, I lost track of time
All of this things needs to stop
If it doesn’t, I will fall and drop
You want to become a hero and fly
You become a villain, we left me to die.

It’s Over

You told me lies and useless words
You trapped my wings like a helpless bird
You looked at me as if you care
I wanted you to stop, just don’t you dare
But like always, you don’t listen to me
You walk, speak, taste and feel, but not see
See that you’re hurting my heart
That this relationship is tearing apart
You wanted me, you said you wanted me so bad
Thanks for making me lose the happiness and bring back the sad
We kissed and hugged and planned everything until we die
But instead, you left, just left me to cry
Why did I trust you when I knew you were wrong
Why did I give in, when I was starting to be strong
Why do I feel foolish, like it was my fault, my mistake
It was never me, just hold on and hit the brake
It wasn’t me that got my hopes up
It wasn’t my choice to carry on or stop
It wasn’t me that let go of the dart
It wasn’t me that broke my heart
It was you that made me cry
It was you who acted like the right guy
It was you, who tore me to pieces
It was you, tricking me with your hugs and kisses
You can’t fool me again, we are definitely through
Because you are not that guy before, I don’t love you!

Not Worth the Fight

In Life, there are hopes and dreams
Horror, Madness and endless screams
Times that are good and amazing
Times that are bad and non-fulfilling
Times you keep sitting and just wait
Time you chase but realise it’s too late
Times you experience eternal bliss
Like the time you had your first kiss
Times he looked into your eyes
But then it turned out to be all lies
Times he led you into his trap
Brought you down, made you feel crap
He hates you and you hate him
Finally, turning on the light to dim
Move on, from him and call him uncanny
He dares hurt you, Go and show him you’re happy
Teach him he was never Mr. Right
Teach him, he’s not worth the fight

Abuse: Act Now

Hitting me, punching me ,leaving me on the floor 
Partying, going out, just slamming the door 
Here it is again that comes every night 
It all happens just after our big fight
You take my arm and slam me down 
I see a fist and a face with a frown
You tell me things I don’t want to hear 
Then I feel a blow just like a spear
I look away for a minute or two
Then I saw blood splatter from me to you
I want you to stop, go away
But you continue on until the day 
You left me there ,crying in pain 
The floor and me covered with blood stain
I can’t take it any more this needs to stop 
The pain in my body has reached the top 
I don’t know what to do 
Cause part of me still loves you 
But what you’re doing to me is wrong
I need call the police, be strong
So the next day ,I did just that 
As you left ,I just stared and sat
When you had gone and I’m all alone
The place did finally feel like a home 
All those times I thought was my imagination 
Now I know, I made the right decision.