Always Love

I’m not perfect, don’t you mind
I’m not a winner, don’t go blind
I work hard and try my best
I do that and God does the rest
I think, write and draw
I am human not made of straw
I have soul and heart
I didn’t get the head start
They are angry, they never chill
They should start now or they never will
They criticise and continually speak
But they do not know, I’m not weak
I know life can be hard and it is short
Knock walls down and go build a fort
Just stand freely and let them see you cry
If they don’t want you. bid them goodbye
Cross the road, change paths and run
You can choose to be free and just have fun
If they can’t accept you for who you are
Ignore them, walk away, they will never get far
Just remember to have faith and hope
You will make it, you can cope
Just pray and hold the dove
Just remember to always love

The Way I Saw You

Your eyes so brown they turned to gold
To you which my heart I sold
Kept it with you and marked it deep
Day and night, awake and asleep
You treasured it forever and held it tight
From a time of darkness, you are my light
Told me you love me and from then we’ll never stop
Touched my hand and caressed it, you won’t let me drop
We can’t stop now when it’s already started
You held me and promised to never let go, we never parted
You made a promise, a dream, a deal
You were to keep it for you kissed me to seal
That promise, that dream, that deal
By keeping it, you are all I feel
Your touch so gentle and kind
You read my heart and soothed my mind
You stay by my side and just hold my hand
Slip right through my fingers like golden sands
Your promise will remain no matter what
We see a happy ending and that is that 

Moving On

I have nothing to lose and more to gain
The time has come to stop the pain
The troubles are over and it’s going to stop
Time to climb and reach the mountain top
Just keep going cause you are gonna get there soon
Jump aboard and explore the planets, stars and moon
Travel the world and reach your goals
Complete my heart and reach my inner soul
I need to move on from the horrific past
Try to make the present last
Love me, my friends and family
Just relax and be problem free
Smile and laugh like before I met you
Achieve and Win, make my dreams come true
Starting right now, you are out of my life
You can no longer hurt me like a knife
I don’t need your hug or your kiss
We are over, you won’t be missed
I bid you farewell, you deadly stranger
Just stay away from me cause you’re the real danger.

Becoming Friends

It’s been a whole year since we broke apart
You left me standing alone with a broken heart
I told myself its the end, goodbye
I don’t like you and you know why
You went away and I stayed behind
Picking up the memories I can find
One day, you came back with a new lady
She got you back on your feet and crazy
You love her, I see it in your eyes
If you end up marrying her, it won’t be a surprise
You rubbed it in my face and held her tight
You took away the happiness and the light
But then you left her and took me aside to talk
Finally, after a long time, we slowed down, we walked
You want to be friends and dreaming of something more
This is the new beginning so go open that door.

Finally

You laugh, I smile
You stay, I’ll stay for a while
You get angry, I’m angry too
You love her, I love you
You broke up with her, I danced around
You snore in your sleep, I don’t make a sound
You cry, I want to cry with you
You are so terrible at lying, I know it’s true.
You pretend, so do I
You’ve tried, it’s my turn to try
You look at me, I can’t look away
                                                                      (RINGGGGG! There goes the bell)
You continue to look at me, I decide to stay
You talk now and I listen
You lean in, the space between us lessen
You kissed me, I kissed back
We whispered ‘I love you’…
                                                                               Finally!

Spring Clean Done

I just finished cleaning my room after two months of not properly cleaning it. I am so pleased that I spent today cleaning and de-cluttering everything in my room so I can make room for more things and more mess in the future. I also think that cleaning the room will create better vibes and atmosphere so I can focus on doing my essays and finding jobs and making decisions that will really impact what I will be doing in the future. I did stumble on a few issues while I was cleaning like nearly breaking the fan (big praise to people who are really good at repairing because I nearly broke the fan and it took me two hours to restore it back to its original form-well almost) and inhaling all the dust that has been building up on top of cabinets and in drawers. But I am so glad I finally got it done and I can breathe a bit better and sleep comfortable at night (although I will probably have to do all-nighters with these essays) knowing that the room is clean and I do not have to cleaning again until I finish university. 

P.S I think the spring cleaning definitely worked because I got a 1st class (70%) on my reception study.